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Record · 2021

Drowning

MYCUL · Record · 2:11

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Behind the song

“Drowning” is about trying to save someone you love while slowly realizing that you’re the one being pulled under. The relationship is over, but mentally I still can’t escape it. She follows me everywhere—even into my dreams.

The water imagery runs through the whole song: drowning, oceans, floating, rowing, storms. She becomes both the person I’m trying to reach and the reason I’m going under.

There’s also a contradiction running through it: part of me knows I should walk away, but she’s everywhere mentally. Even when I close my eyes, she’s still in my dreams.

By the end, the meaning becomes especially clear—the person I’m trying to save isn’t actually the one drowning.

I am.

Lyrics & wordplay

go ahead squeeze on that trigger

its easy to make me forget ya

its the reason you came in the picture

to murder me dead one in the head

please dont explain your decision

i been meaning to say that i miss ya but i rather leave

i just wanna be me i just wanna be free

all i wanna be is all that i can thats all i could be me

but everywhere that i go you are all that i see

now i keep my eyes closed but still you all in my dreams

Hook

still you all in my dreams yea

still you all in my dreams yea

still you all in my dreams yea

still you all in my dreams yea

Verse 2

gimme a sign you so bright you dont need diamonds to shine no

one of a kind you look like your body was made for mine

gimme a sign drowning from trying to save you and im dying

oh no

woulda been fine had you picked up when i tossed you that line oh no

now them tears got you floating

you dont care you in the ocean?

visions of you in the open, got me rowin rowin rowin!

soarin towards you like a foreign

there aint no one more important

and you know i know you know it

yea you rode it like a poet

now you gone where you goin

you the calm to the storm

left your dog all alone

that was wrong it was cold

everywhere that i go

you are all that i see

now i keep my eyes closed but

Hook

still you all in my dreams yea

(drowning im drowning)

still you all in my dreams yea

(how will i forget you)

still you all in my dreams yea

(time and time again)

still you all in my dreams yea

(the one im drowning is you)

still you all in my dreams yea

(drowning im drowning)

still you all in my dreams yea

(how will i forget you)

still you all in my dreams yea

(time and time again)

still you all in my dreams yea

(the one im drowning is you)

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